Freak out freakazoid!

Before the birth of my son I used to freak out about a lot of small things.  It’s the result of trying to stay calm in the face of large, important problems.  I remained fairly collected in the face of financial, business, or housing worries, but my god would I freak the hell out if my video games weren’t working correctly or (more likely) I thought they were unfair.  I didn’t so much quell the anxiety of those important worries, but rather pushed them to more inconsequential areas of my life.  So if the rent money was low one month, you could bet your bottom dollar I was going to yell extra loud at my video games over some overpowered so-and-so.

There is one thing that triggers my freak-out tendencies regardless of how zen and calm I try to be.  One thing that, no matter how trivial it may be, gets my anxiety boiling and my concentration out of whack: computer problems.  No matter what I’m doing or how good a mood I’m in, the instant there’s a hint of a software or hardware problem, I turn into an anxious mess.  Why am I talking about this today?  Because last night, in the middle of a relaxing moment of gaming, my computer just shut itself off for no reason.  No power-down, no warning.  Just OFF.  So yes, I think the world is currently ending.

It may have just been an overheating problem.  It may be the power supply starting to go.  It may be something bigger or smaller than either of those possibilities.  It hasn’t happened again.  Regardless, my computer knowledge is greatly inferior to my imagination, so you can guess which has taken over.

A few months ago my computer was doing a series of freezes and “blue screen of death” crashes.  I never figured out what the problem was, and it just seemed to fix itself.  Never figured out why, but man was I a mess the whole time.

It’s an understandable freak-out, I believe.  For years I’ve relied on a working computer for my job in the webcomics world.  When I was doing Dominic Deegan: Oracle for Hire, a broken computer meant delays in the comic’s updates.  Such is not the case with Star Power, but the mentality of “computer = productivity” remains with me.  That, and sometimes computer repairs aren’t cheap, which is an entirely different set of worries.

I’ll keep an eye on things.  It may have just been a one-time occurrence.  It may happen three times today.  Who knows?  If you come to either ConBust or Anime Boston and you see me pulling my hair out, you’ll know how things are going.

About Michael

Michael Terracciano loves comic books, superheroes, outer space, and telling stories. His friends call him "Mookie." He spent the last ten years as the author and artist of the fantasy webcomic, "Dominic Deegan: Oracle for Hire." He enjoys spending time with his wife and their three cats. His favorite planet is Jupiter because it's awesome. He wants having superpowers to be fun again, and for this to be a universe you want to escape to, not from. He hopes you enjoy reading Star Power.